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If my tears were goodbye letters
Dad, I'm sending ten thousand more
If my heartache were an operetta
Dad, I've written a million scores
If waves of grief crash and dump me
Dad, I'll paddle Tsunami's to shore
If I could turn back time and space
Dad, I'd fly you right to my door
If the stars were openings to heaven
Dad, I'd blast with SpaceX and I'd soar
If my singing could reach your ears
Dad, it's vibrato would be heard in Timor
Yours will be the last song I sing
before I forget all the words
I've ever loved A puzzled
smile of gratitude A sigh
in sight of everyone
You are the breeze
I can breathe Just as
it’s always been A fall
slowed and softened
A whimsical waltz in
my final room
Look with me
through branches
at the only sun we’ll ever see
A lonely star that lives to
spare me our final goodbye
Be the sunset I need
Worship with me in the mercy
of loving you for
the words you chose
I'm wondering when
next time we meet,
what form we'll take
in the next heartbeat
Will we be the rays
that blaze from the sun,
or could we be sprays
from when time began
Maybe as nightingales
we’ll sing to the moon,
or maybe as wolves
we’ll sing our own tune
Would that we shifted
dimensions and time,
maybe our hearts will
beat the same rhyme
Maybe as echos
through deserts vast,
or maybe a comet
that moseys on past
Drenched in sweat and rain
ragged uniforms
Rotted boots, and feet in pain
wishing you were never born
In the middle of the night
on a battlefield
we met, were meant to fight
but found it easier to yield
Through the night we huddled
you showed me pictures, I showed mine
"You're like me", I was puzzled
"Before this, our lives were fine"
I hear voices in the dawn
"Better run now while you can"
I pushed the man across the lawn
watched him as he ran
Today was a bad day...
I tripped on my shoelace,
And knocked over a glass.
I scratched my finger,
And my belt loop got caught on a doorknob.
I forgot my wallet at home
When I went out to buy groceries
AND, I ran into someone from high school
And they recognized me.
Oh, and I forgot to mention…
I wore socks that kept falling into my shoe.
All. Day. Long.
Needless to say,
All the things that can go wrong in a day,
DID go wrong today.
As I begin to fall away,
I send out waves of love
washing over all the world,
it starts out in the north
flowing south to my home
On every particle of dirt
I fibrillate odes of joy
beating deep into the core
buried in the earth's soil
I longed to leave a mark
but those not carved in stone
though this overflowing organ
never had a riverbed to flow
Linen fields are swaying
starlight is sparkling
one last time for me,
I'm giving away my soul
for innocence be gratis, freed.
Blacked out window tint
Matte black paint and flames
Red leather steering wheel
crimson seats with his name
Muffled roar unleashed
that engine really purrs
and it jumps off the road
when you're giving it the spurs
Twelve hundred muscled horses
putting down to the rears
got an electric transmission
and six forward gears
Music assault from speakers
high decibels pouring out
You hardly hear what's said
even though he shouts
Black morning stillness
icy calm speaks dark reproach
shadows this landscape
A spirit has equal parts
of light and dark inside,
looking within myself
I saw a darkened tide
Released with revelation
I now rule over death,
throwing back my head
howling without breath
Guttural are the sounds
that rumble in my chest,
trumpets sounded time
the angels rose from rest
Know, he stole my innocence
filled a heart with fears,
took away my confidence
I knew nothing else but tears
A girl looks to tomorrow
And she sees pure
Luminescence
No person
More radiate
She will be sunlight
Peaking through
Windows
At the break of the day
And she will no longer
Be the tomb
Of a mother's regrets
No longer the girl
Who sees self love as vanity
achievement as ego
No longer the girl
Who refers to herself
In third person
To escape the feeling
Of being in herself
Tomorrow will be
A better day
Where I will
Have my moment
In the sun.
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