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dis-assemblage
i am dis-assembling my life,
it makes perfect sense.
for ten years i’ve known it’s time to die
and so,
each day
i remove a little contact,
one less phone call,
no invitations,
more brusque replies,
even more brutality and abuse,
to those I love,
to let go.
then i will have to sort
all the stuff for the dump,
all the stuff for charity
all the books to be chosen from
by my friends,
which will be my wake.
then just hang around
till i can get a gram of heroin,
without getting ripped off
again.
Review Request (Intensity):
I want the raw truth, feel free to knock me on my back
Last few words:
This is not about suicide, but perhaps is about behaviour I can't otherwise explain.
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Comments
Geremia
Sun, 2011-11-27 08:05
You wrote POETRY. Jess, this
You wrote POETRY. Jess, this is beyond what I expected. BRAVO , oh yes!!!!!
weirdelf
Sun, 2011-11-27 08:09
you made me do it
thank you.
cheers,
Jess
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Geremia
Sun, 2011-11-27 08:42
No. YOU did it. The poem is
No. YOU did it. The poem is you. Strong sentiments without maudlin sentimentality..Direct and to the point- emotion without emotionalism.This is awesome.Perfect rythm and cadence between content and form..
Joe
weirdelf
Sun, 2011-11-27 09:20
thank you
Joe
.
.
.
cheers,
Jess
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scribbler
Sun, 2011-11-27 09:02
hello
The despair within comes through clearly. I wouldn't feel right without leaving 2 suggestions though.
l-10 might consider changing pack to seperate for accuracy if doing so doesn't change your intent
structurally , if you left a blank line before last line, I think it would add impact
just a few ideas to smoke over.........stan
weirdelf
Sun, 2011-11-27 09:27
mate, your critique is invaluable
but your transmission of ideas to poem.... well I don't understand it.
Which line in my poem is l-10 ?
cheers,
Jess
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scribbler
Sun, 2011-11-27 19:28
sorry
Too lazy to capitalize I guess L-10= line 10
weirdelf
Thu, 2011-12-01 00:04
got it, good suggestion
but I like the sound and finality of the word pack.
cheers,
Jess
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the_fool
Wed, 2011-11-30 16:28
felt it
i really connected to this piece for personal reasons. very moving and well written.
thx elf.
weirdelf
Thu, 2011-12-01 00:06
you are really going to have to give me another name to call you
how can I say "thanks, fool"?
Thanks TF
cheers,
Jess
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wesley snow
Thu, 2011-12-15 18:01
You're right about him needing a different name.
You say "thanks fool" and too many of us will say "you're welcome".
I could have read this poem anywhere and known it was yours. Of course I don't like the form, but the content is so freaking original I will have to swipe it.
"All we're doing is trying to find something to do while we're waiting around to die." (Snow)
That little statement I've used for years would have given me a poem if I had thought to use it. Yours will have to go in my archives. Several suggestions above. Since this is older now and now one will likely notice, I say ignore them all. The thing is awesome as is.
wesley
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weirdelf
Fri, 2012-04-13 17:19
"Of course I don't like the form"
Sure, Wesley, but how could I have said this any other way?
If I made it a sonnet, or some other form, the form precedes the meaning.
It may seem a contradiction to many that I, a committed free-form writer, run all the workshops on form.
It is because I believe I can only write the purity of verse I do by having previously learned form.
cheers,
Jess
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wesley snow
Sat, 2012-04-14 18:58
I don't think it's a contradiction at all.
I see deliberate "form" in everything you write. Every bit as much as mine. The difference might only be that it is a tad more difficult to find a handy, pre cut name to go with the form.
wesley
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weirdelf
Wed, 2012-05-02 09:52
that is a fine compliment, thank you
one day you might catch up [grins very cheekily]
cheers,
Jess
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wesley snow
Wed, 2012-05-02 11:51
Jess, if I catch up...
... you'll no longer be pulling me along.
wesley
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Candlewitch
Wed, 2012-05-02 12:50
Dear Jess,
I like the word "pack" too! It seems to finalize the act. " Separate" seems too clinical. The content did not strike me as a suicide note. It hit me as a practical assessment of ones life up to this point. These lines struck a deeper cord:
then just hang around
till i can get a gram of heroin,
without getting ripped off
again.
I have no suggestions, just appreciation for the work.
always, Cat (& eddy)
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Ian.T
Wed, 2012-05-02 14:03
Jess
I liked this one, it reminded me of the things I am doing each day as I grow older.
Sorting out giving away tidying up my affairs (Would have preferred affairs of the heart not paperwork)
The theme was well written I wonder if we all start doing this as the Winter creeps up on us, Yours, for a while yet, Ian.T
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So find more reasons to believe in others..
weirdelf
Wed, 2012-05-02 14:14
zen burials
work at any age
cheers,
Jess
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judyanne
Wed, 2012-05-02 14:06
i could've sworn that i commented on this already
obviously i didn't hit the save button lol
this made me laugh jess
sorry if you were venting or something
but that last line lol
powerful write, and so your style - i would've known it as yours anywhere
love judy
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weirdelf
Wed, 2012-05-02 14:16
cool,
my writing has developed from so many different forms I didn't know I had a style,
thanks
cheers,
Jess
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