I think leaving some things implied here makes it seem a bit manic which is sort of how I’ve been feeling lately. As far as “I’ve been asking for a booking”; that is actually an entirely false statement. I asked one time and the response I got from the promoter was basically “yes you can get a booking, everyone has been asking and waiting, what do you need to make your return to the stage epic as fuck?” I am proud as hell of this as it is the product of the relationships I worked on in this business for 20 years.

I hadn’t thought about performing at all since the band broke up. I like a collaborative ensemble. I’ve tried to put something together to start up again but it’s just not happening. So, I started thinking about what I could do that sounds good all by myself, after all, Sapphire worked well with no drums and very little accompaniment save that Cello that comes in about halfway. That is probably what got me thinking now that you mention it.

This one is deeper than I realized when I wrote it and it’s got me thinking about feelings and how opportunists don’t wait for things, they go get them. I’m not waiting anymore. Art is my life and hence my life is a work of art; about how all of our lives are works of art.

When this concert happens I’m going to try and have a streaming link. I need to enlist my dude Supe because he’s my spirit animal for like everything. My hope is that some of my distant friends might be able to listen. Hopefully I’ll be able to execute that plan.

I appreciate the critique immensely. It’s literally the highest compliment.

Tim

I’m not gonna lie I’m excited to go play a concert again. I’m working hard on set list I enjoy and I hope the audience with enjoy it too. Check it out, promoter says in can sell my painting at any show he promotes. Free gallery space!

Tim