Today is not the first time
but well yes after many years
I fave felt this feeling to express my frustration
in this solitudinous life
of expressing my true feelings .

Some day before I leave
time permitting
I shall print my life's dissapointments
in italics
which scarred my life
to no avail

only coz some folks loved to pull my tail
victimise me so that I may derail
as a victim of misunderstanding
an established scapegoat
time and again
time kept presenting

now I have become thick skinned
blast all those who still want to worry
I like Lord Buddha
have begun to understand
to let haters continue

never in their way stand

like barking dogs
all will return
to simply wag their tails ,
as I move on
they come under rails...