You have described the sad consequences of harmful and hurtful relationships very well. It is a long process to recover and move on. I pause with the line "I'll never put me first." There's a fine distinction between caring for others, and protecting ourselves from negativity from others. Strong language and emotion in this piece.
Thank you,
Lavender

There you are. So I’m not going to have any suggestions for this one. You’re a good writer with a pretty unique style. I will say that if more folks could achieve the self awareness your conveying here, communication in relationships would be a lot easier. I often write to process my feelings. Spoken words cannot be unsaid, but the writing can point out flawed thinking when you go back and read it. In short I use writing as a bit of a filter to screen out reactive emotions and reconnect with myself. This is a very affirming poem and I love it.

Nothing new to report on our song but I’m waiting patiently and you’ll get it as soon as I do. Wishing you health and happiness,

Tim

it is great to read such a lovely poem that is based in truth, honesty, and wisdom. I very much enjoyed it. good luck with your poetic future, and congratulations for your award.

*hugs, Cat

Why not? It is a well written poem, and shares feelings that many people relate to. I don't think that a poem should have to be
soaring words and ideas, a mix of hard to pronounce words and complicated innuendos, in order to be selected for an award. You did great! I like it very much, mainly because it doesn't resort to those things. Nice job! ~ Geezer.
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Well done!
L

Well deserved.

and deserving of the win! As I read this, I could relate to every single word. There isn't a thing I would change! Well done!

this, I did note a couple of things I missed first time around. I would change the line: "I'll [always] be there"
to say "I'll be [forever] there" Also, the word is spelled [Absurd]. ~ Geezer.
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